You used to be strong and relentless.
You used to not show any pain.
What happened to you?
When did you change so much?
Why is your soul so broken?
It’s like your heart and brain are out of tune.
“I am a mess”, you say to the mirror in front of you.
And you are right. You are damaged goods.
But you are not the only one.
You just need time. And you need peace.
All you really need is time to heal.
¤SUNNY¤
Have you heard the song of the lonely
silently screaming at night
It’s a song that keeps leaving
a long trail of footsteps behind.
A song, if you listen,
calling for help from afar.
Will you listen? Will you listen?
To the song of the lonely tonight.
It’s a heart that keeps bleeding
A soul that’s been broken
A love that’s been lost
And an unfulfilled dream.
It’s the song of the lonely
We all have sung it before.
So, why won’t you listen
to the song of the lonely once more.
The same pain has been shared
and we are not even aware
If a little more attention is paid,
you might be able to help.
For all a lonely soul needs
is for someone willing to hear
So, will you listen? Will you listen?
To the song of the lonely tonight.
¤Sunny¤
I don’t think I’ve ever told you this
But I found home with you.
And I was supposed to be the one leaving
Still, you left me before I was actually gone.
Seems love has never been the problem,
Giving into fear is.
I’ve never felt so scared and alone
I feel homeless and abandoned now.
I miss my lover and best friend
My heart is broken and the pain is sharp
Everything hurts and I can’t do anything about it
I still cry every night and pills don’t help at all.
I can’t remember what a steady full sleep feels like
I have dark circles under my eyes and bruises throughout my body.
Food doesn’t taste the same, and I’ve already lost too much weight
Why does it have to hurt so much?
Maybe I’m destined to be alone
I’m the one everyone leaves behind.
Am I not worthy enough for people who love me to stay and fight for me?
Yet I’m still planning on coming back home to you
Will you still be here when I come back?
Will you still be my home?
¤ Sunny ¤
A look into the heart of Sunny 